Moments like this

A small smile can save lifes.
Young kids look into your eyes and there is a little light.
You make them happy.
Because you are a idol...

You have to deceive everybody

Smile, although you are suffocated by tears, ´cause that is  easier as to describe why you cry.

memories are painful...

You think, you have forgotten she. But there comes a messages or a beautiful pic and everything bubbles in you. Every memory, all feelings you had felt, come back. You will be sad. Your broken heart bleeds. It bleeds and bleeds, as so often. You wonder, that your heart can bleed again. You look at old pictures, maybe a tear runs over your cheek. But maybe not, because you've been crying for too much anyway and maybe you´re too tried, because you´re simply broken.

Happy Halloween!!!

I remember the time we were like sisters. You were my best friend. What happened?

Our Halloweenpartys together are so unforgettable. But this Halloween is the first we don´t spend together or the first we aren´t friends anymore.

I hear you said : HAPPY HALLOWEEN SCHÖNEN SCHLAF!

I can´t describe my feelings now.
          I´m alone.
          I miss you.

It´s time to...

It´s time to make mistakes.
It´s time to life
It´s time to be oneself! 

THE WORST THING...

My friends are so important for me, but the worst thing in a friendship is the moment everything ends.

This moment your friend says that it´s over!
This moment your friend looks in your eyes with tears.
This moment, when your heart hurts and screams: ,,Don´t let she go!"
This moment, when you die...

5 years, 1.824 days, 43.776 hours, 2.626.560 minutes and 157.593.600 seconds .

The best time of my life...
The worst pain I ever felt,when you left me.
The emptiest moments I ever had.

I miss you!

After 2 month ...

She has a boyfriend since May and I hate him.

He is 22 and she is 15.

Her mother and brother think, he is a worse contact. And on my opinion they are right.

She does nothing for school, her friends removed and I did everythink to show her, that he isn´t good for her.

I told with her 2 month ago and since this day we aren´t friends again.

But today she wrote me and I felt me happy, but I´m not sure, that this is the  beginning of the future.


Yes, I miss her !
Yes, I need her!

But this boy has broken everything.
 We were ABFs for 5 Years. She was my sister. I could say everything and she understood me. 7

Where is the time remained?