Moments like this

A small smile can save lifes.
Young kids look into your eyes and there is a little light.
You make them happy.
Because you are a idol...

You have to deceive everybody

Smile, although you are suffocated by tears, ´cause that is  easier as to describe why you cry.

memories are painful...

You think, you have forgotten she. But there comes a messages or a beautiful pic and everything bubbles in you. Every memory, all feelings you had felt, come back. You will be sad. Your broken heart bleeds. It bleeds and bleeds, as so often. You wonder, that your heart can bleed again. You look at old pictures, maybe a tear runs over your cheek. But maybe not, because you've been crying for too much anyway and maybe you´re too tried, because you´re simply broken.