Happy Halloween!!!

I remember the time we were like sisters. You were my best friend. What happened?

Our Halloweenpartys together are so unforgettable. But this Halloween is the first we don´t spend together or the first we aren´t friends anymore.

I hear you said : HAPPY HALLOWEEN SCHÖNEN SCHLAF!

I can´t describe my feelings now.
          I´m alone.
          I miss you.

It´s time to...

It´s time to make mistakes.
It´s time to life
It´s time to be oneself! 

THE WORST THING...

My friends are so important for me, but the worst thing in a friendship is the moment everything ends.

This moment your friend says that it´s over!
This moment your friend looks in your eyes with tears.
This moment, when your heart hurts and screams: ,,Don´t let she go!"
This moment, when you die...

5 years, 1.824 days, 43.776 hours, 2.626.560 minutes and 157.593.600 seconds .

The best time of my life...
The worst pain I ever felt,when you left me.
The emptiest moments I ever had.

I miss you!

After 2 month ...

She has a boyfriend since May and I hate him.

He is 22 and she is 15.

Her mother and brother think, he is a worse contact. And on my opinion they are right.

She does nothing for school, her friends removed and I did everythink to show her, that he isn´t good for her.

I told with her 2 month ago and since this day we aren´t friends again.

But today she wrote me and I felt me happy, but I´m not sure, that this is the  beginning of the future.


Yes, I miss her !
Yes, I need her!

But this boy has broken everything.
 We were ABFs for 5 Years. She was my sister. I could say everything and she understood me. 7

Where is the time remained?

I broke it! 

Friendship is one of the most breakable things.

Sometimes is it the best time of your life. But often it´s so painful.

I lost my best friend today, because I apologized to much. 

He said, that I haven´t got any self-confidence.

Thats the reason, I was cross.... 

Now he hate me and blocked me ...

Sorry for all the things i have done... 

I never wanted, that our friendship breaks.

You see the world with a pink sunglasses.
You think everything is possible.


But I´m not sure...